Thursday, September 08, 2005
how many times must i say this..
i hate love...screw love! ARGHH!!
why must loving someone be so freaking hard?? why is it everytime you must push me away?? everytime everything seems so freakin perfect, u must come up with stuff tellin me its not gonna work... u made me fall for u... ure makin it hard...u asked me to wait... look at me.. im waiting.....ure givin up.. wat am i to do now?? u keep welling up in self-pity and keep having no confidence in us.. it doesnt work that way..it doesnt.. why cant u just make everything nice and smooth....u can.. but u dun want to... u wanna love me, but yet u dun want to.... might as well end it.......... rite?
*ignore wat im saying (esp *u* ..) im just really upset*
Jammin at
10:28 AM